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Two Strands of Hope

by Ezzy

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1.
Sara 04:41
Sara’s lying on the floor and she’s crying What a hard hard lesson to learn when you’re only nine And she’s scared so scared so scared of everything That she’d break her own back just to never put a toe out of line Tell her you need her and she’s wrapped around your finger Feed her a line and she will beg for more She knows that she’s not worth the time you give her But she can’t stand the thought of you walking out the door But she smiles when she’s sad Just so you won’t feel uncomfortable And she laughs when it hurts When the words won’t come and the world’s caught in her throat And she’s beautiful She don’t know it But she is Sara’s lying on her back and she’s lying This isn’t what love feels like - it’s just a way to save herself Cause she’s scared still scared so scared of everything That she’s got her heart, her hopes, her dreams tucked away on a shelf Tell you you love her and she’s putty in your fingers Feed her some guilt and she will beg for more She knows that she’s not worth the time you give her But she can’t stand the thought of you not loving her anymore And still - there’s a small spark of hope in her eyes And still - there’s a piece of her heart deep inside Yes a piece of her heart that she hides Fighting its way to the light
2.
Your words are honey, but they hide something bitter A turn of phrase, your words a maze, but at least you’d never hit her And I’m walking on eggshells, ‘cause I don’t want this to end But the more you’re mean, the more I cling, and I’ve said goodbye to all my friends And I’m walking on eggshells. I’m walking on eggshells And I’m sorry I said “I love you” too many times today And I’m sorry for the way my face fell when you said it wasn’t ok I swear I’m trying to be anyone but me Cause I know how it makes you uneasy To watch me fall apart So you can take my soul and shake it You can take who I am and change it Take my love and hate it But please, don’t break my heart Don’t break my heart You’re bright and I’m foolish. At least that’s what you say You’ve no faith in me, it’s all just dreams - didn’t wanna be an artist anyway And I’m walking on eggshells, ‘cause where would I be without you? I’m naïve and the world is mean; it’s not fair out there it’s true. And I’ll keep walking on eggshells - walking on eggshells
3.
Trace 04:01
As she wakes from a dream that feels like memories She could swear there’s smoke in the air And the heat from his skin should burn her alive But somehow they’re just lying there He’s fragile as dust and could crumble with a touch But he reaches out for her And he’ll trace the tattoo on her shoulder But he won’t stay inside of the lines ‘Cause it’s hard to see in the dark dear, And darling it’s fine Darling it’s fine He says he’s fine, but he smells of smoke And his skin is ash The flames on his tongue, on his lips, in his eyes Speak the truth and she can’t relax His touch burns like ice - she’ll be consumed But oh what a way to go Just close your eyes - let the world melt away Just close your eyes - let the world melt away Just close your eyes - let the world melt away Just close your eyes
4.
Hey, just saw you walk into the room and say Absolutely nothing, and baby, I’d just like to hear your voice So do you know somewhere we could go? I think that we should just take it slow Cause I just wanna know what’s going on in your head I just wanna know what you’re thinking I just wanna know if you’re feeling what I’m feeling Could we just talk all night Till the sun gets low and the moon gets high Baby don’t be shy Tell me everything - all your hopes, all your dreams all right In the starlight, when the neon’s bright Tell me everything - baby please can we just talk all night? Ya know, small talk's overrated so Do you think that we could just go straight To where you tell me about your first kiss I'll try to keep it light - I don't mean to pry But honey could you please tell me why I feel like I recognize your soul? Cause I just wanna know what's going on in your head I just wanna know what you're thinking I just wanna know if you could see me like I see you Hey, I just saw you walk into the room and say Absolutely nothing at all
5.
Everywhere I go, I feel you in my bones And somehow I know that I am never alone Even when I sleep somehow you haunt my dreams Yeah it always seems that I am never alone You’re stuck inside my head And I just can’t get you out Every word you ever said Still bouncing ‘round my head somehow Somehow and I am never alone People walking by - I see you every time Out the corner of my eye and I am never alone Every now and then when I’m alone again I hear your voice in the wind and I am never alone Might as well invite you in; I can sense you anyway I feel your stare as cold as ice and I just can’t get away You’re stuck inside my head And I just can’t get you out Every word you ever said Still bouncing ‘round my head somehow Somehow and I am never alone Everywhere I go - I am never alone (I am never, never alone) Even when I sleep - I am never alone (I am never, never alone) People walking by - I am never alone (I am never, never alone) I hear your voice in the wind - I am never alone (I am never, never alone) Everywhere I go - I am never alone (I am never, never alone)
6.
Cold Coffee 05:04
After crying on your shoulder I said that I was sorry Didn’t mean to put that on you You just wrapped your arms around me and said, “Honey, that’s just what I do. I’ve got broad shoulders - You can lay it all on me” Few years later drinking coffee and I’ve got you laughing Can’t remember what was so damn funny And when I left I didn’t know it’d be the last time that I would see you But you said you loved me Oh those broad shoulders and cold coffee And I’ll never remember every word you said to me But how you made me feel, well that sticks Like wood smoke from campfires Like sewing machines and wildflowers And a safe place away from everything That old kitchen table overheard a lot of stories It was the one place where we could just be Cause the way that something seems isn’t always the way it really is That much is clear to see With kind eyes over cold coffee And sometimes when I’m lost and can’t remember who I am I just close my eyes and picture you sitting there With coffee cups and blue jeans Kind eyes and sewing machines And nothing that we couldn’t share You were wood smoke from campfires You were sewing machines and wildflowers And a safe place away from everything Do you remember that Conway Twitty song about girls in tight-fitting jeans? You said you loved it and you didn’t quite know why And all those starry nights and country songs were making memories Like cold coffee, broad shoulders, and faded jeans Cold coffee, broad shoulders, and faded jeans Cold coffee, broad shoulders, and faded jeans
7.
Crazy 04:32
Maybe I should be committed Thinking you’d give me a second look But you touched my arm, you said my name And honey, it’s got me shook Don’t think I could do without it, It’s like a drug running through my veins. It’s sweet and sharp and it kicks my heart And it sounds just like your name And maybe, I’m crazy and it won’t work out This hope is a threadbare rope and it’s about to give out And I’m pretty sure I lose my mind Every time you’re standing next to me And I think I might sell my soul Just to hear you call me baby I should be so lucky just to be your crazy Trying not to think about it, But I can’t get you out of my mind Oh is it just me? These neuroses - Delusions to hide behind And darlin you’ve got me manic In a way I just can’t describe When you glance at me with those soulful eyes - Ain’t there a drug that can be prescribed Cause maybe, I’m crazy, and it won’t work out This hope is a threadbare rope and it’s about to give out
8.
Take me down a notch or two I am incomplete without you What the hell was I thinking? How long have I been dreaming? I am nothing outside you I am nothing outside you I didn’t mean to stand so tall I didn’t mean to laugh so loud You’re right, you’re right - I’m wrong The world is cold, the world is dark And I don’t stand a chance Unless I’m standing in your shadow But you say that's not what you said I live with this gas light in my head So won’t you please …. Take me down a notch or two I am incomplete without you What the hell was I thinking? How long have I been dreaming? I am nothing outside you I am nothing outside you I didn’t mean to come on strong; I should’ve seen it all along You’re right - I tried too hard What’s done is done and all that’s left are remnants running through my head I’m lurking in your shadow But you say that’s not what you said I live with a dim light in my chest So won’t you please …..
9.
Unraveling 01:01
Don’t look at me like that Don’t tell me who I am - I already know Don’t tie me up in words They can change just like the tides There’s an ebb and there’s a flow I’m all stitched together with just two strands of hope And if these seams start unraveling Then where else can I go With just two strands of hope
10.
Sometimes it’s a setting sun Sometimes it’s a knock on the door Sometimes it’s a quiet whisper That says “There’s more” Sometimes it’s a feeling deep inside A feeling you just can’t explain But you know if someone said it You’d recognize its name And sometimes, sometimes Sometimes, it’s just time to move on As you stand on the edge of something great And it looks like a long way down Please know it’s only when we lose ourselves That we are truly found An adventure lies before you Listen to its call Cause a thousand arms are waiting To catch you if you fall Cause sometimes, sometimes Sometimes, it’s just time to move on You could stay, but at what price to your soul? You could stay, but I think you know That it’s time to go, oh it’s time to go Sometimes you can want so badly That you just hold on too tight All along not understanding If you’d just let go, it’d be alright Everything will be ok It’s gonna be alright Everything will be ok It’s gonna be alright You’re gonna be alright
11.
Fallout 03:44
Once upon a time, the sky Came crashing down And you didn’t even have to ask I let you into the shelter As it turns out, you were the fallout Never saw it coming, now I’m running Soul as old as mountains, some days Or am I brand new, naïve, Looking for an easier way Now everything we did in the dark Will come to light Cause I won’t let you be the chapter I don’t read out loud ‘Cause as it turns out, I am a loud-mouth Never one to put it down and just leave it Soul as bright as fire, some days Or am I small and weak, and cold Waiting for the light of day Now the sky’s no longer falling And the air is clear Though our lungs still burn with poison We don’t live in fear Cause as it turns out, it all works out Can’t dwell on disaster, just run faster Soul in search of peace, always Standing in the sun, so tall Taking it day by day Taking it day by day
12.
Get Lost 03:58
I think I’m done wishing for the way things were I think I’m through dreaming that you’ll change This is me, this is me now and there’s no going back I think you should do the same No more “shoulds” stealing our joy - All that shit is in the past Forget the roads that we’ve been walking on Let’s find a new one and never look back Let’s get lost, let’s get lost, let’s get lost - And maybe start over again Let’s get lost let’s get lost - And maybe start over again Let’s get lost - And maybe start over again Let’s get lost - And maybe start over I think I’m finished waiting for you to change your mind We’ve got to get up and move if we’re gonna go Can’t sit and worry and plan it all out Life’s a river, let’s go with the flow I need to find some peace of mind Let the past be in the past The only thing holding you back is you Get up, get going, and let’s never look back

credits

released July 9, 2021

All Music & Lyrics by Ezzy Schesvold
- except Incomplete - music by Ezzy Schesvold and Tony Allen

Produced by Crabby Archer Studios
Mixed & Mastered by Crabby Archer Studios, Bruce Bonebrake II, and Ezzy Schesvold
Engineering by Crabby Archer Studios and Ezzy Schesvold
Junior Engineer (Get Lost) - Imogen L. Schesvold

Vocals: Ezzy Schesvold
Incomplete Vocals: Ezzy Schesvold and Tony Allen
Get Lost “Crowd” Vocals: Brian Zilm, Bruce Bonebrake II, Donnie Bouillon, Joe Healy, Josh Schesvold, Kelly Bouillon, Sarah Collman, Suzy Allen, Tony Allen, & Vidalia Kuhl
Ukulele: Ezzy Schesvold
Guitars & Bass: Tony Allen and Ezzy Schesvold
Drums and Percussion: Tony Allen, Bruce Bonebrake II, Brian Zilm, & Ezzy Schesvold
Piano: Tony Allen and Brian Zilm

Album Art by Ezzy

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